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There's that seasonal time, an overlap, when roses are clinging yet fading, and when the wind has a bite. Under one's feet the leaves are dry and they crunch at each step. In that moment it's summer, autumn, and winter all at once. I wrote this poem after walking at the Morton Arboretum one November.


The poem "Taking Stock" is from my book Clinging to Purple Heaven (copyright 2020).




Taking Stock


I’ve come to say hello to the prairie grasses,

Silver Feather Grass, swaying plumes,

pale and dry, rustling beside

the bushes buried in snow,

the Coral Beauty, the Cotoneaster,

its dark green ivy-like leaves

and lustrous red berries.

One plant waving me to come hither,

the other holding the weight of winter.


Feather Reed Grass stalks

shoot straight up from a big clump

within a thick green base.

Much like this Tansy clinging

to green thoughts of spring flowers,

its dried brown pods

on veritable stems.


Hasta la vista to the hostas,

my Sum and Substance

chopped and buried down.

Grounds cleared

but Stonecrop florets

full of hints of pink,

and perhaps a faint hum.

Past foragers?

It’s the whip of the wind.


Oh, for the Carefree Sunshine Rose!

Tall green plants barely touched

by snow, curving limbs

flaunting numerous shiny thorns

mocking

winter’s cold face.

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Updated: Nov 7, 2021




Photo of Pitts Meadow entitled "Perfect Pink" in Canada by James Wheeler

https://www.souvenirpixels.com/ -- James Wheeler's photos (portfolio)



I searched far for a cover image for my poetry book, and I found James Wheeler's photos of landscapes that had wide open skies, the kind of skies that make a mind wander and dream. I chose this one photo of Mr. Wheeler's: Pitts Meadow in Canada. Amazing that he takes 15,000 photos a year! Since I have selected his photo I have found out that Mr. Wheeler is co-founder of this new way of selling photos including limited edition prints in the international market: Photerloo!


From what I understand this is more for professional photographers, but others can do it, too. I found it fascinating because right now there's so much intellectual property out there being used and copied. Who owns what, and is it okay to use these?


This is Photerloo! You can sell photos through them and it will distribute your photos to stock photo sites and other online platforms so you have more exposure. Selling photos with Non Fungible Tokens (NFT), a digital image reminds me of the digital images of Bitcoin. When you sell the original, full pixel photo, whoever buys it with the NFT they are buying the RAW photo from the camera. Some of my friends are fine amateur photographers, and there are ways to sell photos online to stock photography sites or through Photerloo! I don't have the fancy camera with the Zoom lenses, but they do.


I'm also posting a link to Photerloo. Welcome to a new world!



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Before I even saw the scary films of "Bunny Lake is Missing" (1965) and "The Nanny" (1965) I had heard that Evelyn Piper, the pen name for Merriam Modell, lived not far from our home.



My father encouraged me to write Mrs. Modell a letter to see if she would mentor me, a junior in high school, as a writer. I did so, and she agreed on certain conditions; a neutral location where we could meet, the local high school, and no more than six students to mentor. I was to organize this internship, and she would be the advisor and guide. Each of us students met with Mrs. Modell once a week in an empty office within the school. Sitting one on one with her was at first a bit daunting. The first time I just kept thinking of how she was published, and how her stories had made it onto the big screen. Listen and learn, I kept telling myself.


I would show her either journal entries or a short story for her feedback. She looked for passages that stood out, descriptions that could be used in a poem or were solid enough for a story. I wasn't there to find out if I was a novelist or if I could be famous. It was simpler than that. Was I a writer? Was any of my writing even interesting enough to be read? I was a teenager soon to finish high school, and I wanted to make sure I was creating something of worth. Through working with her I learned to trust what worked in my writing, when to ask for feedback, and to sharpen my writing for clarity.


It's after I worked with Mrs. Modell that I watched her two movies, and, I have to say the level-headed, generous lady I worked with didn't hint at the totally unnerving stories she wrote. Think of Stephen King who takes ordinary subjects whether it's your pet dog ("Cujo") or an insect and shows the "what if" scenarios if those non-threatening objects became monstrous. Now take that kind of scenario and make it more subtle and surprisingly unsettling, the kind of unsettling where one can't sleep at night, and then you have Evelyn Piper's (Mrs. Modell's) stories.


"Bunny Lake is Missing," a 1965 movie directed by Otto Preminger, and "The Nanny," a suspense film starring Bette Davis, are two films based on novels by author Evelyn Piper (Merriam Modell). My brother and I watched "The Nanny" late at night when we were teenagers, and the story was so scary that we couldn't sleep for hours. If you've seen those suspense modern films about not trusting the nanny it doesn't compare with Bette Davis as the nanny. Layers of fear add to the complicated plot of a boy who has been deemed unstable mentally, and his nanny who has other motives. Shadows and uncertainty build up the suspense and fear in these older movies. "Bunny Lake is Missing" also has dark elements to its plot as a mother goes to pick up her daughter at school, and the girl can't be found. Was she even there? Who can you believe? What is real, and, what is not? Once again the uncertainty add shadows to the story. Gripping stories written in novel form by my writing mentor.


That's what I am thinking about on this Halloween in 2021. You never know when an ordinary object or subject, or a level-headed lady will lead you down a long hallway to one of your scariest nights ever.



Websites for poster and/or information:




Biography of Merriam Modell:


SPOILER ALERT -- only read links if you don't mind knowing whole plot of movie






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